Painful

THIS IS SO PAINFUL. I DON'T EVEN NO WHERE TO BEGIN. FORSURE IT'S VERY ROUGH. I TRULY MISS MY GRANDCHILDREN. IT'S NOT THE SAME WITHOUT THE LITTLE ONES. THEY ARE THE JOY IN MY LIFE. THEY ARE MY MOST PRECIOUS ONES. I CAN'T BEGIN TO EXPLAIN THE FEELING OF DISBELIEF OF WHAT AND OR HOW I AM FEELING AND GOING THROUGH DURING THIS PARTICULAR TIME IN MY LIFE. THIS HAS BEEN AND CURRENTLY STILL IS A CHALLENGING EVENT IN MY LIFE. I HURT SO BAD. IT'S TIMES THAT I DON'T EVEN SLEEP AT NIGHT. SOMETIMES I JUST LAY THERE AND BURST OUT IN TEARS. I WONDER WHAT MY BABIES ARE DOING? AND IF THEY ARE COPING ALRIGHT! I WORRY ABOUT THEM. I FEEL FOR THEM, WHAT THEY MUST BE FEELING AND HOW THEY ARE SO TIRED AND WANTS TO COME BACK HOME, JUST NOT KNOWING WHEN AND HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE. I AM HURTING BECAUSE MY BABIES SHOULDN'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS. THIS IS DEFINENTLY PAINFUL FOR MY GRANDCHILDREN AND MYSELF. I LOVE MY BLESSINGS. I'M PRAYING EVERYDAY OF THEIR RETURN. I WANT MY GRANDCHILDREN HOME. WE HAVE LOST THE LAST 31/2 YEARS SINCE MARCH 02, 2006. NO MORE PLEASE PLEASE I JUST WANT MY GRANDSONS BACK HOME. WE DON'T NEED NO MORE OF THIS PAIN.

TO MY GRANDSONS, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. GRANDMA MISS'S YOU SO SO MUCH. JUST HANG IN THERE. I AM RIGHT HERE. MUCH LOVE MY LITTLE ONES.