UPDATE: STATUS MY GRANDCHILDREN

FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 18TH 2009
I'M ASKING EVERYONE THAT READS THIS PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND MY GRANCHILDREN. PLEASE. THANK YOU.
WELL IT'S BEEN NOW 3 1/2 YEARS SINCE MY GRANDCHILDREN HAS BEEN IN THE STATE OF OKLAHOMA FOSTERCARE SYSTEM. I'M STILL CURRENTLY FIGHTING FOR MY GRANDCHILDREN TO COME HOME.
WE HAVE WENT TO COURT TWICE THIS WEEK AND IT IS NOT RESOLVED. NOW SINCE MY DAUGHTER HAS RELINQUISHED HER PARENTAL RIGHTS NOW MY GRANDCHILDREN ARE UP FOR ADOPTION. I AM NOT LETTING MY GRANDCHILDREN GO THEY WILL NOT BE IN NO OTHER ONE HOME. I AM FIGHTING FOR THEM VERY HARD. I HAVE GOTTEN AN ATTORNEY FOR US SO THAT WE WILL NOT BE SEPARATED CONTINUOUSLY. I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS.
I HAVE REALLY BEEN BUSY: I'VE SENT LETTERS TO EVERYONE THAT I CAN THINK OF IN LOCALLY AND LONG DISTANCE. IN STATE A ND OUT OF STATE. ALL THIS WEEK I HAVE BEEN AT THE COURT HOUSE, THE STATE CAPITOL, THE DHS HQ. THE SENATE OFFICE, THE REPRESENATIVES. THE GOVERNORS'S OFFICE, THE LT GOV'S OFFICE. I'VE BEEN DOING ALOT OF PRAYING FOR STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THIS. I KEEP MY BIBLE OPEN. I AM A STRONG BELIEVER IN WHAT'S RIGHT AND DUE JUSTICE. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET. YOU KNOW GOING THROUGH SOMETHING LIKE THIS YOU WONDER HOW YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT AND STILL BE NORMAL. THE PAIN AND EMOTIONS THAT YOU FEEL AND GO THROUG. THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND CONTINUOUS TEARS AND WONDERING HOW YOUR CHILDREN ARE AND WHAT ARE THEY DOING. I PRAY THAT THIS WILL BE OVER SOON.
I JUST DON'T BELIEVE THIS HERE AT ALL. THESE PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING ME BECAUSE OF MY PAST OF WHICH HAS NO MEANS OF VIRTUE AT ALL. MY GRANDCHILDREN MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. I LOVE THESE BABIES SO MUCH. I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY. WELL I AM DOING ALL I CAN FOR THESE LITTLE GUYS. I'M A FIGHTER I AM NO QUITER. I AM A GREAT GRANDMOTHER. I TRAVELLED OVER 2000 MILES TO MOVE HERE TO OKLAHOMA I MEAN IT TOOK ME A STRAIGHT 26 HOURS TO DRIVE HERE. NOONE IS GOING TO PUT STIPULATIONS ON ME SEPARATING ME AND MY GRANKIDS PERMANENTLY. HEY I DON'T THINK SO. MY GRANDCHILDREN ARE COMING HOME. OUR NEXT COURT HEARING WILL BE FOR DECEMBER 18TH 2009 AT 9AM. AND YOU CAN REST ASURE THAT MY ATTORNEY WILL BE THERE FOR US. WE ARE GOING TO DO THIS. YOU THINK I AM GOIING TO LET THIS STATE KEEP MY DAUGHTERS' SONS: IT WILL BE A COLD DAY IN HELL BEFORE THAT WILL HAPPEN. IT WILL DEFINENTLY NOT BE ON MY WATCH. I'M SO SICK OF THIS MESS. LET ME TELL YOU, ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY AND PRAY HARD. YOU KNOW IT'S HARD TO BE HUMBLE WHEN IT SEEM LIKE EVERY DOOR AND EVERYONE THAT YOU SPEAK TO OR REACH OUT FOR HELP TURN YOU AWAY AND OR CLOSE THE DOOR YOU KNOW THAT SORRY I CAN'T HELP OR SORRY I DON'T KNOW OF ANYONE THAT WOULD BE OF ASSISTANCE.
WHEN I BECAME PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST CHILD I WAS A MOTHER TO THE END. FROM DAY ONE TO ON THRU TO MY GRANDCHILDREN. THE GOOD LORD UP ABOVE BLESSED ME TO GIVE BIRTH AND WITH THE TITLE OF MOMMA AND GRANDMOTHER I AM WEARING THOSE TITLES 100% PROUD AND OF COURSE YOU CAN SEE WHY I AM FIGHTING SO HARD FOR MY FAMILY. THESE CHILDREN KNOW THAT THEIR GRANDMA LOVES THEM AND IS DOING EVERYTHING POSSIBLE FOR THEM TO BE RETURNED BACK TO MY CARE. I LOVE MY GRANDSONS. I LOVE THEM WITH EVERY OUNCE OF BLOOD IN MY BODY. IT WILL BE ALRIGHT I KNOW IT WILL. I HAVE FAITH AND LOVE AND BELIEVE THAT MY BLESSING ARE STILL COMING AND THAT I AM GREATFUL FOR THE STRENGHT THAT JESUS HAS INSTILLED IN ME. I AM A GOOD MOTHER, I AM A GOOD PERSON. I JUST WANT MY GRANDCHILDREN HOME AND TO BE WITH OUR FAMILY. THIS IS EXTREMELY CHALLENGING AND EMOTIONAL I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN AND YET IT SEEMS AS IF I DON'T HAVE ANY STRENGHT TO PUSH FORWARD, BUT I MUST AND I FROM SOMEWHERE I GET THAT STRENGHT TO GO ON. I JUST HAVEA TOO DO THAT. MY GRANDCHILDREN IS DEPENDING ON THIS AND SO AM I. WE ARE ALL WE HAVE.
THE STATE OF OKLAHOMA IS A VERY VERY STRANGE PLACE AND I AM JUST SO THANKFUL THAT THIS MESS IS NEARLY OVER. THE AGENCIES AND LAWS ARE SO REDICULOUS. I'LL JUST PUT IT THIS WAY. (TOTALLY OUTDATED) NOW YOU BE THE JUDGE.
FOR EVERYONE THAT READS THIS PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND MY GRANDCHILDREN. PLEASE. THANK YOU.. GOD BLESS.