THANK YOU LORD.

FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 18 2009

DEAR LORD I THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGHT TO DO WHAT IT IS THAT I AM TO DO AND WHAT IS EXPECTED OF ME IN THIS SITUATION. YOU KNOW LORD THAT IF I WOULDN'T HAVE YOU THAT I COULDN'T GET THROUGH THIS. FOR IT IS SO SO EMOTIONAL AND CHALLENGING AS WELL AS STRENOUS NOT TO MENTION THE LONG HOURS OF THE DAY THAT IT ABSORBS ME. I JUST THANK YOU LORD FOR THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE FOR ME. FOR MAKING ME THE WOMAN AND MOTHER AS WELL AS THE PERSON OF WHO I AM AND HAVE BECAME BY HAVING THIS EXPERIENCE TO CHASTISE AND HUMBLE ME. IT'S THESE TIMES THAT AFFECT ME THE MOST AND THAT IS A MESSAGE AND NOTICE OF HOW TO BE HUMBLE WHEN YOU'D LIKE TO ACT DIFFERENTLY. THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME TO BE HUMBLE. FROM THIS I'VE GROWNED AND WILL CONTINUE TO LEARN AND GROW AS YOU TEACH ME. THIS IS AN EVER LASTING EXPERIENCE. THANK YOU.